Reversal.

Gone away
all the dark has
taken over
happy thoughts have
no meaning
for this emptiness has
to be here
a reason
to smile gives me
a better chance
false hope
i have lost all
my delight
I am overcome by
sadness
i have lost.

Perhaps read this another way?
This by no means explains how I feel at the moment, in fact i feel quite the reverse.

– Staywise.